Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Room Of Unknown Origins

My bedroom is sacred. My bedroom is absolute. My room is where I go for silence. My bedroom is where I go for solitude. For people who likes comics you can call it my Fortress of Solitude. My bed room is a place of peace. My bedroom is a place of forgiveness. During the day the sun shines light to my room. Most mornings the sun gleams light in my face. Which causes me to open my eyes. I curse the sun and all of it's infinite glory. My room is where I go to sleep. My room is where I go to get ready for my day.
 My room is where I go to write. My bedroom is many things I bedroom is loyal, my bedroom is kind, my bedroom is thoughtful. There is not much I can say about my room. But the things that I can say is that my room is a quiet area. my was a place I can feel safe. There is no more safety in my room. My room lost its sole. My bedroom is a bridge between the future. My bedroom is a place to proceed to the upcoming future.
 My room is with me during all the restless nights, the sick nights, unconscious nights, the all nighter's.
 My bedroom sold his sole for thirty pieces of silver. My room a betrayed me for the very last time. I lost all my faith in my room. I don't think I can ever forgive my room for what it has done to me emotionally. My room is a traitor. My bedroom knows my deepest darkest secrets. My bedroom is the all seeing eye. there is no my room never seemed to judge me. In my bedroom the wall are painted with the blood of the innocent. Late at night my room lights up with the light of the moon. At night there is unknown random noises. My room is a place of rest. Speaking of rest it is time for me to get some. Unti next time keep safe and go to your room!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Time Is on My Side

Dear Domenic:
By the time you get a chance to read this. You are to young to understand the contents in this letter. But their are things you need to know. There are things that are going to happen to our lives. Domenic you have a chance to change everything bad that happend in our lives. You need to understand that everyone does not a chance to change the wrong things in their lives. Just think about it what if you had a chance to change all the mistakes you made. To be able to right all the wrongs in our life. Not everyone gets a chance that you have it is you time to make the most of a good situation. I am the only one in the whole world who knows more about you then yourself.
If you find this land decide to change the mistakes that we have undergone. To right the people that we wronged. If you don’t find this letter all the mistakes in are lives are meant to be. This letter is my only shot for redemption. If you find this letter you must be wondering how it got their and who wrote it. Well I don’t have a friend that is a doctor and he made a time machine using a DeLorean. The real reason on how you got this letter is that one day I work this homeless man was chanting to everyone “what if you can change your mistakes… What If you had the chance to change it would you?
If I'm saying anything... if I'm saying anything at all is that you can change our life for the better. when you get a chance to read this it just might be to late to change anything. When one person knows too much about their own future it could change how we view the whole world. I have made a mistake... if my younger self finds the letter the worst might just happen. Hillary Clinton might become president! Trust me you don't want Hillary Clinton as the president of the United Sates of America. I wish I could go back in time and make myself not send the letter to my younger self. Well it is to late for me now my ship has sailed. I have learned a new lesson that the past is the past and it should stay the past. And if changing the past causes the world to end then nobody should change the past. I must leave now because I am in a panic and I am going to set off to find the gypsy witch so she can get my letter back to me in the future. If you have learned anything... if you have learned anything at all is that you should never trust a gypsy witch.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Procrastination: The Life And Death of Me

Someone had just introduced him to Face Book and he was trying to... drag me with him. Although me and Procrastination never really got along with each other: We have something to offer each other. Let that be the case for me all I get out of our relationship is loss of my focus incompletion  of my work. I don't know why Procrastination is such a big part of my life. All I really know is that Procrastination knows how to push my buttons just the right way for me to do what ever Procrastination tells me to do. Know matter how destructive it is, how dangerous it is, how stupid it is, how wrong it is. Know matter what I do Procrastination is my friend: a kind of friend that I wish I didn't have, a kind of friend the drags me down with him. But I am stuck with him... I just wonder if he is stuck to me. it would be wonderful if he didn't need me and he just packed up his bags and moved out of my life. There are many bad qualities  about Procrastination but the one good  quality that he has is that he is loyal and is always there for me. But the bad qualities he has overwhelm the good  quality he has. After Procrastination introduced  me to the one called Face Book. Me and Procrastination  seen to get along with each other. Since we both have a common disease. We both like are new friend Face Book: finally my Procrastination has a friend.
         Procrastination told me the story about the first time Procrastination and Face Book first met. It was like love at first click. With their new found love my life went on a downwards slide. People hardly see me now.  I rarely go to school now I am now to busy to go to school. Now I am now even to busy to leave the house. I have become a product of my own weakness. There is a problem with my fight or flight response. I feel that my Procrastination has took over me completely I am at the point where I hardly ever go to school, and I haven't spoken with a real person in days. I have became everything that I have hated. with everything going down the rabbits hole I find myself looking at my life and realizing that everything I'm doing is killing me. Out of anger I picked up my computer and chucked it off my balcony. In doing so it was like a weight of the world was released off of my shoulder.
       With my new found freedom I decided to rejoin the world, try to reconnect with people, and start going back to school. Overall I found out that people can be a slave to their technology. Now I try my best to be a victim to my technology. I wish at this time I can say that Procrastination is out of my life... but I think Procrastination is going to be apart of my life for better or for worst.